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Reaching Out Day One.

This is my first day talking about myself and my condition online and I hope whoever reads this will appreciate the context and be respectful. In short I do daydream often and I talk to myself…

Blog Reaching Out Day One. 1 Like This is who I am...

I've been maladaptive daydreaming since as early as I can remember, at least since fifth grade, probably earlier. I never knew that it had a name until I happened across the term a couple months…

Blog This is who I am... 3 Likes Solitude

solitude is addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is you don't want to be around people anymore.

Blog Solitude 3 Likes No Friends. No Acquaintances.

I don't have any friends nor acquaintances. I honestly don't know if it's a result of maladaptive daydreaming or the cause of maladaptive daydreaming, but most likely a mix of both. Trying to stop…

Blog No Friends. No Acquaintances. 3 Likes Let's help each other out So, I have an constant internal struggle of wanting to write my characters lives as a novel and being too wrapped up in the story to even know where to start. I've written some of it out multiple tim… Discussion Let's help each other out 8 Likes

I am Lost: MD, weed and sadness Hello, First, thanks for this forum, it makes me feel less lonely when I read them. Thank you for existing. On the other side, I apologize for my English, I am from Latin America and I dont know eng… Discussion I am Lost: MD, weed and sadness 1 Like Feeling lonely and confused

At the moment I feel totally lost, daydreaming seems to be taking over my life. Normally I feel like I have more control over it. I feel like I can set…

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Poetry

I'm almost finished writing a poetry book and I felt like I should share just a few poems that relate to MD.

Reality

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Blog Poetry 3 Likes Memories

I have been a maladaptive daydreamer my whole life...or ever since I could remember. But honestly, I don't remember much. I have close to zero recollection of my childhood. I don't remember…

Blog Memories 1 Like How did your MDD develop? At what age did the MDD begin? How long did it last? What do you think caused it? What factors increased the severity? Please feel free to share your experience. Personally, I am unsure of how my MDD… Discussion How did your MDD develop? 3 Likes Finally Approved

I signed up for this site a couple months ago and just noticed I finally got approved like a week ago. So that's good. :)

So when I first read about maladaptive dreaming it really…

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Daydreaming about the same Imaginary Boyfrie… It started when I was twelve. I used to day dream during classes (especially Chemistry), long car rides, and, of course, before bed. After 14 years, he's still there, same face, just minor personalit… Discussion Daydreaming about the same Imaginary Boyfrie… 3 Likes Fear? I'm constantly screaming at myself, screaming STOP screaming YOUR TO OLD FOR THIS. But no matter what I do I'm still running away to my dreams.... What do I do????? Am I to scared to face reality???… Blog Fear? 3 Likes Indirect Awearness I find myself fading into a trance of absolute disconnect, as in I almost completely vanish into my own imaginative world. In this life so full of negativity I find my daydreams a safe place that I… Blog Indirect Awearness 1 Like Event spirals Events in the last few months and most notably the last couple of weeks have had me thinking about the possibility of there being "stages" to a maladaptive daydreamer's condition over time, different… Discussion Event spirals 1 Like Something I found on the internet Hi! I just found this on Reddit. And I really liked it so I thought that I'd share it. I'm not an optimist usually. But I'm trying to break that shell. (Sometimes you see something really glorious… Blog Something I found on the internet 2 Likes

THE LIFE OF A DAYDREAMER

i know of a girl,a little girl,she was so amazing she could create vivid pictures of people places and event on her head effortlessly she had no friends because she didn't need them, she could…

Blog THE LIFE OF A DAYDREAMER 4 Likes For the first time ever I don't feel so alon… I have always felt I have wasted years of my Life skipping around in my room daydreaming of being a better version of myself. I've always been so ashamed of it. I'm actually shocked there are people… Discussion For the first time ever I don't feel so alon… 4 Likes I don't really know whats wrong with me but I think I might have developed anxiety. So I haven't seen coming online for a very long time. But I have noticed that I tend to relapse and whenever my MD goes down I start to come online more. Anyway around December last year I felt sick.… Blog I don't really know whats wrong with me but I think I might have developed anxiety. 1 Like Accountability

I am grateful that this site actually exists because I have known all my life that there is an energy and time drain in my life that is keeping me from achieving my full potential. I was…

Blog Accountability 4 Likes Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate?

I really need somebody to talk to. I've never felt this depressed and heavy-hearted before, and I'm very worried it's going to last a long time and get worse. As if, this is it: my MD has stopped…

Blog Still super sad... Does MD make you sad or happy or does it alternate? 3 Likes

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