Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
I am more profession oriented. I always want to work hard to create something new innovative, because for me, we get only one life time to do something great. I want to serve whole mankind through my knowledge, I even don't have desire to marry. Because, I don't think so in such Indian culture where girls are like show-piece or man wants a wife to look after his family and do house work and raise his kids, I barely fit!
I have planned to adopt kids and raise them, while doing my work. Because my parents don't like me to work that much. Every time they said- "Have some good hair cut. Do this. Do that. Speak like girl. Who will marry you; if you are going to keep short hairs... blah.. blah..."
Every time society comes in between conversation. I really don't know what to do? I have completed my education with great struggle. Where the hell was this society, when I was in need? Family and society speak only when they think you are doing progress, achieving heights!
Why my parents don't understand, I am not like ordinary girls who has interest in shopping, taking hair-cut, doing new hair-style, talking gossips, watching stupid daily soaps or playing badminton. Instead I love adventure, hiking high in hill, doing meditation, knowing something which will help me in my profession. Not wasting time in doing hair-style; but spending time with friends, helping them. Watching animated movies and learning new ethics, giving scope to a child within me to laugh loud.
There is no gender to soul which exists within us; then why one have to stay within limits, though one can go beyond limits, can sense what it meant to be nothing? Please help me out. I know I am sensitive like woman who can understand feelings very well; but at same time courageous and practical to judge situation and act accordingly, and that's why I use my time more efficiently.
But for my parents, being beautiful is important than my work and knowledge.