Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
admit it. you've had numerous sex scenes in your daydream, I do.
Though I find it awkward and creepy, I feel like im just....watching. Some characters have more sex scenes than others, some characters I just dont want to see that. Im not in my own daydream so i dont like, watch myself have sex with someone (oh god) there just 2 characters having sex and ya sometimes i feel weird .When i was younger i was paranoid people could read my mind and see im thinking about my characters fucking and theyd think im creepy. though i feel like if i dont include sex scenes I dont know my characters fully.
but sometimes it just happens during class, or when im talking to someone, or talking to family members or something. people are having rough sex in my head. THAT SOUNDS SO WEIRD!
PS: one thing I always think about is this: so one of my characters has a similar appearance to kristen stewart (i feel like ive said that 500 times but ya). kristen stewart said in an interview one time that 50 shades of grey freaks her out cause she knows that it was originally a twilight fan fic so the girl in the book is technically her.
how would she feel if she knew I used to appearance for a character in my head and gave her a new personality and name and life and watched her have sex all the time? she'd probably want like, a restraining order.