SEX

[ashlee]

admit it.  you've had numerous sex scenes in your daydream, I do.

Though I find it awkward and creepy, I feel like im just....watching. Some characters have more sex scenes than others, some characters I just dont want to see that. Im not in my own daydream so i dont like, watch myself have sex with someone (oh god) there just 2 characters having sex and ya sometimes i feel weird .When i was younger i was paranoid people could read my mind and see im thinking about my characters fucking and theyd think im creepy. though i feel like if i dont include sex scenes I dont know my characters fully. 

but sometimes it just happens during class, or when im talking to someone, or talking to family members or something. people are having rough sex in my head. THAT SOUNDS SO WEIRD! 





PS: one thing I always think about is this: so one of my characters has a similar appearance to kristen stewart (i feel like ive said that 500 times but ya). kristen stewart said in an interview one time that 50 shades of grey freaks her out cause she knows that it was originally a twilight fan fic so the girl in the book is technically her.

how would she feel if she knew I used to appearance for a character in my head and gave her a new personality and name and life and watched her have sex all the time? she'd probably want like, a restraining order.

[dream lover]

Kristen stewart.......i like that..... Lolz...celebretis would have hearts attack if they knew that their private moments were not private in our head....n if others could read my thought.....then they would probably run for their livess....hahaha. You might feel good to know that normal people without MD fantasizes about sex a lot more than us,thats why 98% men n 92% women rely on self delight........ ;) ;) ;)
@wish upon a wish..... Most of the MD teens are normally virgin n single,thats why relationships are normally in our DDs......dont feel bad.....i'm 19 n i'm still single. N the way things are going i might have to wait a long time......it seems girls in my country are going blind.

[Floris]

The characters may personify an idealized you in some ways because you feel they're more attractive than you, kind of an avatar. But observing your avatar is normal because it's like the most beautiful person in the world and you want to look at it or the elegance or intensity of lovemaking.

But I'd try to imagine having sex yourself, first person perspective! You have to love yourself. Then it's not so bad you know. For me can be ultimately like being absorbed and that also means that you're not even there, not observing, not fucking, you're completely being sucked into, overwhelmed by someone else's beauty and sexuality. But on the other hand I like the slow, loving type of sex where I caress, cuddle, hug or keep eye contact.

Lying on my pillow, is already quickly like a hugging fantasy but it can also quickly become a more sexual one. Ultimately I sometimes make sexual moves in bed with my body if the fantasy is strong (does not have to feel real but I can go along).

[Elizabeth Moore]

I have DDs about sex and about sexual abuse, and I just feel like I'm watching it, too. Also, I just spontaneously imagine what people I know are like naked. As has been said before, sexual fantasies are normal - if anyone could read your mind they might well think 'Oh! Other people imagine this too?' and be relieved

[Wish Upon A Wish]

Well, seeing as my DDing is always from my point of view, school was kind of awk (and assemblies, too) 'cause I has the thought as well, what if someone can read my mind? And they might think I'm remembering having sex rather than DDing about it (I'm a virgin) so yeah.

Basically the same thing happens to me, so you're not alone =p (It's annoying 'cause as my age as got closer to 17, which is around my reproductive prime, I've had them more and urgh it's kind of annoying. Kind of.)

[taffle]

Thanks for sharing. I feel much less of a freak. Sometimes I spaced out in the middle of watching a tv program and start daydreaming about my characters romping, which is embarassing. I try to cut down on the sex scenes through because they can get addictive and unhealthy.

[ShellyBelly]

It certainly makes me less sad abut my MDD, I'll tell ya that! LOL!

[ashlee]

i feel really weird when i do it but i must