real friends, nope

[greyartist]

Here I am sitting at my desk at work, crying, God don't let my boss walk in now. Had a big fight with my husband this morning. I so want to talk to someone, then I realize I have no friends. ha, I have over 1700 facebook friends who needed me for a squad add or farm neighbor etc. I don't know any of them. I have no real friend, no one who really cares if my life is falling apart. I guess MD is to blame, making real inter-human realtionships hard to form. Or is it just being an introvert. I don't know. I have a sister but we never talk, I have never been close to my mother. I think she has bonding issues as well. There is no one I can talk to, at least no one who would care to hear. I took a zanax, I hope it kicks in soon.

[Jenna]

Aww I am sorry, I know how you feel sort of. I am lucky I have here an one best friend who is like a sister. If you new to talk I'm here, everyone else is too. I agree with Alex, I personally started dding encase I am lonely and too shy to make friends easily. I suggest writing, drawing, finding a empty building and scream your head off. Whatever it takes to express your emotions.