I just thought I'd give another little update on myself.
Lets see, for some reason my medication is actually worsening my numbness. It seems to make me feel worst mentally yet my mom says I'm acting more like myself lately. Especially the fact I'm actually letting her touch me, because before this medicine I wouldn't even let her poke me. It is very odd.
Another thing is somehow I can't hold a daydream really and when I do it just makes me feel worst so I stop it immediately.
Downside of this is, it's intensifying my binging problem to where I eat all the time when at home.
Oddly I'm also more motivated and sleeping better at night then I was before. At the same time though I'm still having trouble with being around people so school is still difficult but at least I'm understanding things better I guess.
Hmm all together I would say things are getting better for me and I just hope the numbness goes away as I get a higher dosage or different medication.
Thank you for reading and have a great day :)
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