pacing is ruining my house

[debbie downer]

hi. 

as i mentioned in a previous blog post, i pace. my pacing often causes many injuries/accidents, but i can't stop. 

about twenty minutes ago, i was pacing when i ran into the wall, and a picture frame fell off the wall. there was glass everywhere. 

three weeks ago, i was pacing when i ran into a decorative plate that was hanging on the wall, and it shattered to pieces. 

a few months ago, i broke another picture frame. 

this has never happened to me until recently. i feel bad for ruining my parents' house when i have to call them and tell them that a picture frame "randomly" fell off the wall while i was sitting there. soon, we'll have no decorations left on our walls at all. 

and the thing is that each time it happens, i'm so into the daydream that i keep pacing until it registers that i just heard a loud crash and knocked something off the wall. i'm so absorbed in the daydream that i don't realize what i'm doing or where i'm going. 

in other news, it's summer break, so i'll be able to post on here more. if you don't know me, hi. i'm meghan. i'm seventeen years old and about to be a senior in high school. maladaptive daydreaming has been a part of my life for eight years. i would love to be your friend. 

[Mai Xiong]

Wow, that sounds dangerous. Perhaps you should try sitting down when you daydream and only move certain part of your body. When I stare off into space or daydream sitting down my leg stomp--those fast light stomp. One time when I was in high school in English class I was just sitting there staring into space. Thinking of particularly nothing and my legs just take life of its own.