It looks like a 2 day trip with a close friend and a big bottle of Belgium cherry beer can help me to not DD. Sadly it helps me to not do ANYTHING. I'm not living, I'm just existing.
I'm just not sure if I know where is the line between acceptable amount of DD and an obsessive DD... Feels like I either do it full time or not at all...
i think the best we can do right now is try to control DD: accepting it, knowing what it is (thanks to this site) and what emotions generate in us. Control is the best thing to do. It's very important to understand that control is different to quitting DD.
There was actually a time when I was able to accept my DD, but then the dancing+DD got so bad that now I don't care how less time I have to do important stuff, I will put DD first and just dance away the little free time that I have, that is why I want to quit so desperately :/
Comment by Lion Grace on November 29, 2013 at 10:00pm
You know, if we can control it, it is honestly a gift. I know I will get this MDD under control with the help of God. To me, the reason why it get's too hard to fight is because I believe that the Devil is stopping me. Now I know that to some that this is stupid, but I understand that the one way to keep us from doing our best in life is by attacking the mind first.
Update: - DD for 4 hours ... could go for 4 more, it just feels amazing when I do it. Now when I sit and think about it I just want to quit, once and for all. I need help, I just can't do this anymore, I loose SO much time doing this ;(
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