No one will know

[Roobles]

Im finding this hard,

I want to tell the world about this woman and her family that i dd of all the time but i cant.

I cry with just thr thought that if i die noone will ever know this woman and the brilliant things she has done for us all and they will never know her family.

I cant write her in a story. A story wont do justice i need to write a biography yet im a rubbish writer i cant capture the spectacular things she has done. I wish everyone knew how great and how much she has sacrificed for everyone yet only i know and if i die her memories die too.

I daydream all time of telling someone and when i get close to telling someone it just doesnt feel right as i can never do her justice rambling about her and her brilliant family isnt helping her its making me look crazy and tinting her name in a bad way.

Im scared her memories will die with me. I dont care if i die and not a trace of me or my life is left but im scared she will be forgotton and lost. I NEED to tell someone so she can always be remembered. 


But its hard as no one will believe in her like i do. No one will care about her the way i do. No one will be in ore at her as much as i am. No one will love her and her family as much as i do.


 They will all think I'm crazy and i cry and cry knowing the world will never know the most amazing person ever to be born and they should, everyone should.

[greyartist]

When I read this yesterday I wanted to comment, but everything I tried to write I became afraid to have someone read. Sometimes I want to share things but then feel I would be exposed to the world and not understood. I can relate to what you're saying. Your characters become so important to you, but I don't think anyone aside of another MDer would understand.

[Roobles]

Thanks jake for offering that.

Unfortunatly im not good with writing, if i was able to write well i would produce a book. Im scared if i told someone they wont appriciate my charictors as much as i do and may make fun of them.

I think the main reason of not telling is that i may look and sound crazy, i never want to be different and stand out from the crowd so its best to keep these things to myself.

Thanks again

[Alvy]

Then by all means, tell us about her.