Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
I've just joined the network today after searching for answers for years. I have been intensely DD for over a decade now and never knew that it was a "thing". When I was younger, I always kind of assumed that everyone else had a second (or third or fourth) life that they lived inside their heads. It wasn't until high school, when I mentioned it to a close friend, that I realized how unusual it is to constantly and vividly DD. I just thought everyone lived a thousand different lives.
I've never really talked to anyone else about this before, until recently when I stumbled upon the term MDD. It was like a revelation, a bolt of lightning striking me out of a clear blue sky. "I am not alone." It was a profound moment, reading posts upon posts on tumblr and articles upon articles online of people experiencing the same thing as me. I am so thankful that this site exists, a safe place when I can discuss DD with others who won't automatically think that I am psychotic. I know the difference between reality and fantasy, and truth be told, I usually prefer my DD. (Is that unusual? I honestly don't know.)
Anyways, I know that I kind of rambled there, despite stating my shyness. I just hope that I can find some kind of camaraderie here with others that share in my experiences. I've never been good at forging friendships in real life, so maybe here, in the relative anonymity of the internet, I can find kinship.
(God, I hope that last bit didn't sound cheesy. XD)
Comment
Larry, when I agreed to be the "poster child" of this, I started telling everyone and anyone who would listen about this....and the reaction has been overwhelmingly positive. Now, bear in mind that I haven't told any "family" about this because I don't consider abusive jerks to be family, so I cut them off years ago. I don't have to deal with that, like most people do. I have, however, told friends and acquaintances about it, and almost everyone was accepting of it. Many could relate, and one friend even said he does it himself. The only ones who were skeptical were my doctors, but because I wasn't seeing them for that, I didn't care. Everyone daydreams, so it shouldn't be too hard for an open-minded person to understand.
What you described fits a lot of people. You are definitely not alone.
© 2024 Created by Valeria Franco. Powered by
You need to be a member of Wild Minds network to add comments!
Join Wild Minds network