i am exhausted

[KEONTE]

Hello! Everyone, I have gotten out of my daydreaming land. I was happy when I was "released" or found out how to let go of daydreaming. Before I would daydream endlessly felling happy ,then gulity. Daydreaming would be a place I would feel safe , happy , and comforted almost. I was with my friends. I felt attatch to all of the chraters I created. I was attach to "that" world. And I could not let go. Now I. Have grown tried of my imagination. I do not feel at home when I think about my " world" I created. I am sick of them. They are sick of me. I went "there" ( la la land) and they strictly told me to leave. After long and painful realization they werw right I didn't belong in my mind . I belong outside of it . In the real world. But I didn't want to leave because I didn't. Have any real friends in the " real" world. But I did leave.