Help please!!! I must stop this madness!!!!

[Mишка (Miska)]

A long while back there was a guy that (for once) I actually cared about. It was nice to have him to talk to but for a while I couldn't speak to him... I was very sad but now I can. He's good to talk to and nice to chat with but now I'm worried, even with this happiness in me I can't help with the stress lately and the derma-hippo-whatia again Lol... Daydreaming helps but it isn't enough, today I daydreamed for almost 5 hours! My head is pounding! I decided to take a shower when by the end I had the cold water faucet completely off and my face and bod was red! I didn't even notice until I put my hand back on the faucet to try and turn the cold water down! I feel awful like someday I'll wake up, look in the mirror and say "Why am I bald, scarred up and half boiled like a lobster ∑(ﾟДﾟ)" and I'll be a sad sad bald, old lady.... Wearing a cheap brown wig with a doily sewn into it.... And a scarred up head with a few patches of hair still lef-OKlet'sgetthatimageouttamyhead!!!!! What do I do I don't know I just what to stop for a few minutes and get my head clear!!