Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Hello, my name is Rachel and I'm a fourteen (soon to be fifteen) year old girl from the United States. I joined this website because, well, i was up at 3 am daydreaming and I tried to use the internet as a distraction. I came along this website and it made me feel normal.. well normal in some way. I guess it's better to say I felt less alone. I'm a lyricist and I actually get some inspiration from my daydreams. This is how I show my friends how these daydreams mess with my head. I can't really explain to them what it's like but I know they're by my side through it all. My daydreams have ruined a couple of my relationships, but hey, I'm young. They were going to end any way so I'm not exactly freaked out about that part. Yet. So, I love music and I could never go a day with out it but that's what starts all my daydreams. Then the pacing begins and i start saying the words. School was supposed to stop my daydreaming for a good portion of the day but my mind doesn't always need music and pacing, it seems. My daydreams are my wonderland but they turn dark sometimes. It's insane how even when I have control of it all, there's still tears. I don't make people up in my daydreams. They are all real people but I don't even know them personally in reality. Well most of them I don't. The main star ain't here in my personal reality but gosh, I can wish. Well that's enough for now. It's nice to join this little community. Later, who ever took the time to read this all.
-Rachel Marissa
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What up Rachel! =D
Welcome to wildminds. You remind me of myself alot. I cannot go one day without my i-pod and I tend to daydream about real people too at times. Mostly teachers, other students, and sometimes my parents. =P
Glad to have you on board kiddo =D
Hello, Rachel, and welcome to Wild Minds!
First, I just want to say that I recieved your friend request, along with the message that got sent with it. Thanks for that! I just want to let you know that I have been part of this site since November of 2011, and that if you ever have any questions about people on this site, the site itself, questions about MDD, or just need someone to talk to, I'm always an option. =)
You are right; I just read that you are going to be fifteen soon. Congrats! Happy early birthday, haha! When is your birthday, if I may ask?
You're a lyricist. That's beautiful. You must be talented. :) I am a singer/songwriter/musician. I write lyrics and poetry, as well. We have some things in common, I see! That's great!
"My daydreams are my wonderland but they turn dark sometimes." I love this line. I love it because it really relates to me, and I deem it relates to every MDer. That's such a great way to put it. I don't think anyone else could have worded it better.
It was great to read and find out some things about you. Never forget that i'm here if you want someone to talk to! :D
-Jennifer xo
My name is Rachel and I'm fourteen too, lol! Welcome and I hope you love this site! :)
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