Hello

[Karla Daae]

Hi.

I just joined here... not really sure what to expect. I guess i should start with a little introduction? I'm Karla... and I have this "disorder", as they call it. Part of me hates it, hates them, but part of me can't help but love it. To be honest, my daydreams are a small light to focus on when my world freezes over. When lonliness makes me choke for air, my lungs longing for a small breath of liberation. (Though unexpectatley, it caused most of my depression. Oh, the irony!)

After realizing they were causing my depression a few years ago, i reformed my daydreams. Made them less holocaust-like and more of a hope theme, i guess it was like a "strength to carry on" type of occassion. Afterall, they are MY daydreams.. i can control them how i please. But giving them up all together? It will be a hard journey.

Okay, im getting ahead of myself. These blogs are about all of us right? I'm probably just repeating all of your experiences.

I guess I joined because I'm looking to relate. I know a descision will have to be made soon by me. An utlimatum. I know if i don't change my life, it will never last...

So...

wish me luck?

[Cordellia Amethyste Rose]

Welcome! Write about anything you want. This is about you. Lots of us do have similar experiences, but that makes us feel less alone.......and if you post something you haven't seen, chances are someone will see it who was too afraid to talk about it before, and you could make them feel better. That happens a lot. Anyway, write as little or as much as you want. It doesn't even have to make any sense. Whatever helps. A lot of times we just need to get out of our heads for awhile. :) Good luck!