Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
I fear to love and get hurt, I fear to trust and be betrayed.
I fear not to love and have no-one who care for me
I fear to be alone and I fear to meet people.
I fear to live and I fear not to be alive.
I fear pain and I fear happiness.
For happiness is having something you can lose,
Love is having someone who can let you down.
In the stronghold of my fantasy I have nothing to fear.
I know who I can trust and will never let me down.
And the ones trying to hurt me but will never crush me.
And I cry for what I lose and I turn and have ever more.
I am free when I lock myself in.
Free to love and hope and shine
When I am alone in my mind.
Outside there is love and there is sunshine
Where other people live their live.
There is a world to build there is a world to win.
And my fear like a faithful dog
Waiting to follow me wherever I go.