Celebrity Images Trigger; The Ups and Downs of an MD life.

[Windy City Day Dreamer]

In the morning when I woke up I started DD.  I wish I could enjoy the time with my son and not DD.   I also surfed the Internet looking at the lives of certain celebrities which is also a trigger for my MD.  Any time I am walking (normally with music but can be without) I also DD.  One day I think I daydreamed so much that I had a headache.  There is cycle-  DD, Guilt, DD, Guilt.  I sometimes beat myself up as to why I can't stop this MD.  Otherdays, I say to myself it is a condition you are living with and you are doing the best you can.

[Jennifer]

I agree, Miss. It doesn't help that there is no cure. :/ It makes me very sad and frustrated sometimes, because I feel like I'll never be able to get rid of this disorder. And guilt is a huge factor when it comes to MD. I know how you feel; feeling like you should appreciate the real people in your life instead of your imaginary MD characters. Very tough!

I wish you the best! Please remember that we're all here for you! :)

-Jennifer

[greyartist]

Yes, guilt is such a hard thing to deal with. And so unfair. You're right, it is a condition we are living with and we are doing the best we can. I'll start telling myself that.