All my life.

[Harley Penguin]

First of all, I'm so glad that this site exists. For many many years, I thought I was psychotic, or schizophrenic. I've always wondered what was wrong with me. As far back as I remember, I have had wild fantasies, daydreams, and found myself in love with fictional, cartoon, or anime characters. I learned to hide my behavior, and used to retreat to my room, where I could shake my chains, or shoe laces or anything that felt right to shake, according to my fantasy. I've always imagined myself being young, perfect, beautiful, the envy of everyone, with whatever Guy I was in love with at the time. At the moment I'm all about the Inuyasha character as seen on my avatar. I love music, I can imagine so much better with the aid of certain songs. I am 35 have three children and still live in the fantasies of my mind. I tell no one for fear of ridicule. Unlike what I've seen others report, I have had a fulfilling and decent social life, and even now am quite popular with other people. Though the older I get, the more reclusive I have become, and with the internet in my life, I find I use it yo further my obsessions and daydreams. I am just so glad I finally discovered I am not alone, and that there is some place for me too. Thank you for accepting me into your community.

[Sammy]

I agree with a lot of what you are saying! Please message me. I would love to discuss this with you. :)

[Caroline Gilbert]

I daydream just like you, Anime and music are what trigger my daydream state.

[Mишка (Miska)]

Lol I have to agree, it's hard! I'm still in highschool and things are crazy rough for me. Don't me ashamed of the anime thing Lolz it's cute! I get in to an anime-like world too but in mine things are kind of like a huge strategy game ^ ^ usually about warfare or the future~ I once used to DD about the anime Inuyasha but then I some how mixed it in with other things and it faded awayΣ（ﾟдﾟlll）y--•'