I am afraid of my future

[abcde abcde]

Ben genç bir gencim ve hayal kurmayı bırakamıyorum. burada yazılan hikayeler beni çok korkutuyor. geleceğim beni çok endişelendiriyor, bu konuları kız kardeşime açtım ama o hiçbir şey yapmadığı için buraya geliyorum umarım bana yardımcı olur ...

[Jessica Ballantyne]

You got me wrong, I'm not a teenager. I'm just not where i should be at my age.

[Valeria Franco]

Dear Abcde, I have to ask you to write in English, so that everyone can understand and I know you are not breaking any rule in here (yes, we have rules). I'm not mother tongue either, as I'm Italian, living in Italy, so I understand sometimes is just easier to express your feeling in your language.

I used Google translator and translated your post:

 I am a young teenager and I cannot stop dreaming. the stories written here scare me a lot.
 My coming is very worrying for me, I opened these topics to my sister, 
but since she did nothing, I am coming here I hope she will help me ...

I understand you are in a difficult moment.

But if you are a teenager you are not supposed to be here.

This community is for people older than 18, as the privacy laws are getting more and more severe, especially for young people. I'm doing what I can to keep bad people out of this community, but I can't be 100% sure about whom you may meet here: the internet can be dangerous.

The right thing to do is to look for some help in your real life. Schools often offer some kind of help, or it can guide you to someone.

If you want also to stay here, please send me signed permission from your parents.

Thank you for understanding.

[Jessica Ballantyne]

I'm afraid of my future too. I didn't know any better as a teenager what my case was, so I dreamed all I wanted. Now I regret it and wished I normalized. It's completely effected my relationship and career life, and my mom is seriously worried about me. I try to stay with it, but then I'll wonder to an imaginary situation, and react towards it. So whenever she or someone else looks at me, their like where are you? My life isn't very exciting and I live in a post-war house with no lighting. I don't drive, because I'm too distracted and I live in an area where stops are miles off. My peers and friends moved away years ago. My dad is always asking me when I'll get my act together and move out. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do.