My DD has never been as bad as it has been the last 3 weeks . I did so good for about almost 2 years with just trying to keep myself busy and staying away from music as much as possible because music is and has always been my trigger. I would lie if I said I stopped all together .. nope I had my moments but nothing to dramatic. I don't know what happend but I'm so into it at the moment I do nothing else but go to work come home clean cook wait till everybody is in bed and sit in the living…