its been 21 days and the days feel like their getting longer and it seems harder to get through this ive had moments where i sit there and my mind starts to wonder off but i catch myself i have yet to give in but im struggling i been asking myself what happens if all this isnt worth it in the end and its not what i expect it to be

its hard enough trying to avoid triggers and women im getting tired for awhile i felt strong and in control now most days its a struggle to…

i found a game a few years back i started playing its called the sims i just got the 3rd one i find it sometimes helps me instead of daydreaming it can be a healthy outlet

when i first got it though i played it all the time my character on the sims is like the person i imagine in my head of who i pretend to be im not sure but i guess i wanted to know if i was the only one who played it......its almost like u can use the game to create your fantasy world havnt played for…