For as long as I could remember I've always felt a sadness inside of me. I hated the way I felt and the emotions that I was feeling. From the age of nine I had thoughts about death and suicide. By the age of 10 I had begun to cut myself as a way to cope with what i was feeling. At first it was just experimental, but then i began to enjoy it. As I got older the cutting began to become more serious and so did my emotions. School began to make me feel worse. I felt like an unnoticed human being… Continue