Well, i'm writting here tonight because i'm so fustrated.  I keep daydreaming the same daydreams over and over again.  I'm growing quite tired of them.  I can't motivate myself to do anything but go into my dream world and I feel like i'm wasting my life away.  I have lots of things I want to do like be a good writer, have good friends, be athletic and in good shape, eat well, etc, etc.  But I can't do any of them because I can't make my fastasy life like my real life.  I mentioned…