I am a normal person. To anyone that meets me tells me I'm funny, weird and lovable. I am hispanic and come from a crazy family. I live in canada and seem normal. But like everyone else there is something wrong with me.



I fantasize about vampires. Not just fantasize I dream, breath, live vampire. I don't dress like them but create worlds. It always involves sex all the time. I am sixteen and so into it.



I want to get out. I find love in these "men's" arms and I hate it.





It started when I six or seven (by watching Dracula) and immediately became attached to it. To this day I go to bed and enter the world. I can daydream any minute and usually thse are perfect, famous guys. I fantasize about Brendan Urie, Jonathan Meyers, etc. But I put them different names. Different background. Usually there friends, dangerous and all they want is to love you.

I feel like a loser.