"I'm  so busy doing nothing, I've got nothing to show"

- Middle Class Rut - "New Low"

This site has hit the nail on the head for me. 

I always knew something wasn't right, 

but couldn't figure exactly what was wrong.

And now I understand why.

It gets to that point where I am so accustomed to these 'day dreams' 

that I'm hardly aware that they exist, they are what I've always

considered to be normal.

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