Just saying hello. I thought I was the only one who had this. Trauma left me with PTSD and I retreated into my own world. This happened at two years old. Some 50 years later all of my minds castles are still very present. A way of protection I imagine. In my mind I have my own friends and family that love me. We are close. Strangely we have rows, but we make up. We have problems but they are worked out and discussed. My daily life is exactly the opposite. It’s lonely and always has been. I felt…See More