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Comment by Tila on August 25, 2013 at 7:47pm

I don't really zone out when I'm daydreaming. I can daydream in public and look just slightly distracted. It's my whole personality that changes when I let MD in. I think it's the lack of confidence and the weak, spoiled mind that is told it is allowed to check out of situations. I am the same way- there is a lot I want to focus on. I don't want to miss out on life anymore. :(

Comment by Tila on August 22, 2013 at 7:51pm

I just don't like how I am when I am dd'ing. I am like a drug addict...floating through life, not fully aware of what's going on. I don't like that. ;)

Comment by Tila on August 22, 2013 at 7:49pm

 I get that. I have often felt the same way...standing on long lines can also set it off. But I would still rather handle things as completely myself, than as a compromised version of myself. I am not perfect at this, but better than I would be if the ideal wasn't there. 

Comment by Tila on August 22, 2013 at 7:57am

Really? I've had one foot in fantasy my whole life. But I can't do it anymore...I'd rather make my real life into something good. 

Comment by Tila on August 22, 2013 at 7:07am

As I would say...**slap** wake the hell up, self!! (I actually do slap myself, it works!)