Triggers everywhere..

[Sueli]

I saw some people talking about triggers, and when EVERYTHING can be a trigger for you to start dreaming? even read the comments on this site? so hard

[Silver Swan]

I'm so angry that I believed in my own daydreams, and I've been doing this for years. They convinced me that things are going to get so much better. When I quit doing MDD, I was so very shocked. I woke up to a very flat out boring, dissappointing and rutty looking life. When I was making future decisions after high school, my mind was a million miles away. Currently, I'm all by myself and have no friends. Right now I'm getting back on my feet, trying to figure everything out, if I can do this. I know for certain that it's not going to be easy.

[Sueli]

Silver Swan,
Same here, it was empty and boring when I tried to stop, I’ve already lost control of the situation and in fact I don’t even know if I ever had control, I think I’ll probably keep daydreaming until the end of my life and that’s sad

[Silver Swan]

Yeah, it was all in my head, and I fell for it. Next time, I'll wisen up.