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Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest

There is no hope left for me now.

I started daydreaming when I was 13. Now I am 21. My entire Teenage went into it and I didn't even realize it until now. I hate myself and I don't see Anything good in future. I have done super embarrassing stuff in front of people because of Daydreaming. Now when I think about my past, it gives me anxiety. What must these people be thinking about me ?? That I am some mad person !!

My entire life has been depressing. Nobody ever liked me, nor does anyone like me now. I don't have friends. Life sucks.

I am just waiting for the last day of my life.

If my life can't get better, What's the point of living ?!?!

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Permalink Reply by Nick on September 22, 2021 at 12:17am

Even I try to do something productive, I am not able to. I try to focus on my studies, but MaDD has become such an integral part of my personality that it's now a big part of my sub-conscious. I start DD without realizing. I have zero interest in anything else. I can't even watch a movie or listen to a single song without DD. Even When I am reading a book, A Day dream is going on in another part of my brain. There is no escape. I have become a slave of my mind.