plz help

[Simran]

I'm very possesive abt my things. When anybody touches them I cant stand them. I get mad at ppl if they do so. I feel they have become dirty and I should abandon them even if I love them more than my life. Then I cry the entire night, say the last goodbye with love and a feeling of sacrifice and finally stop using those things. My first grade teacher told me that whenever I lost an eraser or pencil in class I would keep panicking until I found it. I'm so possessive abt my ambitition that I havent told any1 I want to become a psychatrist.....in my family.....not here! I feel my dream to b a psychatrist will become unachievablr if I do so.....or mayb out of fear of abandoning the idea if ppl know abt it. I get really verrrrry mad at ppl who interfere with my things. AM I SUFFERING FROM SOMETHING OTHER THAN MDD? PLZ PLZ SHARE UR VIEWS. ITS A REQUEST. MAYB THIS CAN B A KEY FOR KNOWING THE ROOTS OF MD AND TREATING IT!