Hello my fellow daydreamers! It has been with me all my life. I do not remember anything tragic happening, I think I just did not like my environment, my Mom was mean, she was the sole provider, taking care of 3 kids alone. I am the oldest, therefore most of the the responsibility fell on me. So I guess I started as a way to escape.
It changes depending on what is going on in my life. I do not remember it happening when I was married. No wait, I like to have someone riding in the car with me, so I only did it when I was in the car or alone.
I need to give this some more thought....cause I think I do it all the time.....