I'm sick of daydreaming

[Madi]

I'm very sick of all of this. I'm sick of these characters and these lives i've made up in my head. I can't focus on improving my own life because I'm stuck in this rut of constant daydreaming. I pace my room and talk to myself like I'm insane or something and I'm just so sick of it. I'm 16 and I go to one of the top schools in America so I am under so much pressure with homework and grades. On top of that I have been having troubles with friendship ever since I started high school. There's nothing wrong with me I'm just kind of shy. I just want to know how to stop. Is there ANY way? I HAVE to focus on school so I can actually have a good future but these daydreams are just a waste of time and too distracting. It's great that I have found other people like me but I'm just sick of living this way. It's been 10 years of nonsense.