Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
i started to daydream in the 8th grade.
i was shy and quite and average looking girl.
i didn't like myself .i was plain and ordinary .
i want to be different.
i made a list of all the things i that was wrong with me.
i daydream of a ideal version of me who was perfect.
i imagine me being funny ,the most popular girl in school ,dating the hottest guys and wearing the coolest clothes.
i was beautiful ,talent ,smart.
i began to give her countless number of friends and boyfriends
i made her a family
then before i knew it i thought about her all the time .
i had MDD
lately my daydreams change. It's alla bout my idealized self put in different situations. Sometimes I'm a singer, an actress or even a vampire lol. It usually depends on what tv shows I'm watching.