daydreams..the eternal crisis

[noha sayed hussein]

personally i don`t think that there`s a common cure for daydreams because every one of us has a speciall mind and a speciall kind of daydreams. but sometimes we just tell to let it out and to see everything clear.

for me i think i had all kinds of daydreams since i was little and that`s the big problem because this lead me to addiction, i just can`t stop it 

i can develope daydreams due to my life and circumstances 

now my daydreams are about every second of my life!! yes i day dream every breath before i do it. i daydream myself doing the simplest life actions, i daydream myself power while i am very weak person. i daydream myself falling in love insted of making a real realtionship and working on this..etc i destroy all this because it doesn`t happen

Briefly now iam destroyed, weak,not true, can`t be me, wish to be for once and for all, i wish to throw this masks away to could see my real face becase no one can know me or see me when i am not me!