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[jena messer]

I have been with nd for most of my life. Almost from the moment I wake up I immediately jump into one of my characters. Its getting harder to stay in reality.

My sister asked when I eventually pass away what will people remember about you what were your accomplishments?

I didn't have an answer for her.

Whatever environment I'm in even at work I create the story of my character around it or just MD about the daydrsam or future conversations o am going to have. It goes on 24/7. It is mentally exhausting. Sometimes th e e a re e multiple shows characters going on it just becomes noise that won't stop. Kthe show starts when I wake up and won't stop until I go to sleep. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to handle Md. I also have ocd. I would appreciate any help I can get. Thanks.