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January 2013

Why every girl have to look beautiful?

I am more profession oriented. I always want to work hard to create something new innovative, because for me, we get only one life time to do something great. I want to serve whole mankind…

Blog Why every girl have to look beautiful? 3 Likes MD is a choice.

Be careful what you think, for your thoughts become your words.

Be careful what you say, for your words become your actions.

Be careful what you do, for…

Blog MD is a choice. 1 Like Has anyone thought of writing? Maybe I'm just trying to find a way to justify my MD but I keep thinking I should try to write out these fantasies as stories. But then I try and it's just so awkward in words and really embarrassing… Blog Has anyone thought of writing? 1 Like Did you think you were crazy? I used to not think much of this. Especially when I was younger. I never wondered if others did it, i didn't really

care. I did it and I liked it. It wasn't a big deal until I found out talking… Blog Did you think you were crazy? 1 Like Things can not get worse

I am a mess. I am stuck in a vicious cycle. I cannot live, I cannot cope, I cannot talk to anyone, I cannot get help.

I stop mding for a couple of weeks but in the real world I am…

Blog Things can not get worse 1 Like Don't want to live. Don't want to die. I hate time. I hate how fast it passes. 2013 already? Its insane... I feel like its not enough. I feel like why should I try? Time passes too fast and it seems like it just doesn't matter. What can… Blog Don't want to live. Don't want to die. 1 Like

December 2012

bitterness to me

is this not the sweetness you crave?

your heart's desire?

solitude from reality?

no. it is bitterness to me

the bitterness grows in the marrow,

the…

Blog bitterness to me 3 Likes Endless Cycle.

The other day I had a moment of clarity about my life. I looked at myself and thought, what the heck have I done with my life. Nothing. Nothing at all really. So then, of course I have begun to DD…

Blog Endless Cycle. 1 Like What do you think?

Good, early morning Wild-Minders,

I have been searching for a name to put to a mental episode that happened to me when I was younger. From between 4th grade to about 9-10th. Now…

Blog What do you think? 1 Like Playing the Sims

i found a game a few years back i started playing its called the sims i just got the 3rd one i find it sometimes helps me instead of daydreaming it can be a healthy outlet

when i…

Blog Playing the Sims 3 Likes If you could would you? If you could live in your dd world would you?

I often imagine drifting away from this world and going into mine. Blog If you could would you? 3 Likes Saying goodbye "Saying goodbye, why is it sad? Makes us remember the good times we've had. Much more to say, foolish to try. It's time for saying goodbye."

I called all my characters in front of me, and… Blog Saying goodbye 5 Likes Hi and thank you

I am 58 years old and here is my story. Ever since I was a young girl around 7 or 8 I used to always pretend that people that I liked and wanted to be with were always around me and talking with…

Blog Hi and thank you 1 Like Just discovered for the first time that this… Today I was just sat spending most of my day dreaming as usual when I just decided to ask in a public anonymous forum about what I had and that was the first time I came across the words "Maladaptive… Discussion Just discovered for the first time that this… 2 Likes Trading a cruse for a Gift

Lately daydreaming is just boring and seem to continue on without a real purpose at all. I honestly have no will or want to continue to daydream away my life. I don't know if it is the medicine…

Blog Trading a cruse for a Gift 2 Likes Anybody dding surrounding sex?

Really!? In my dd I am the sexiest thing around. LOL! I don't sleep around in it, I just have a husband who adores me and can't get enough. Ok, maybe that part of dding is a little sad. :( My…

Blog Anybody dding surrounding sex? 1 Like Day 13

i dont know if i can do this.....everyday is a struggle it gets harder and harder with each passing minute seems like every waking moment fantasizing is all i can think about....i ask myself why…

Blog Day 13 2 Likes Did my first interview with a MDer

The next radio show is about creative writing and MD's affect. I did my first in person interview today with a writer who has MD. It went pretty well. He was really nervous, even worse then me!…

Blog Did my first interview with a MDer 2 Likes Psychiatrist & Therapist's Results Part 2 (Medicine is the only way?)

If your not familiar with my story you are more than welcomed to read my first blog post. This one follows.

After consulting with the counselor she was able to pair me up with a Therapist…

Blog Psychiatrist & Therapist's Results Part 2 (Medicine is the only way?) 1 Like First Entry. This is not healthy.

First Entry-

Hi I'm "Ari."

I'm pretty new to this. I've been daydreaming for a year and a half now and I'm thinking it's pretty unhealthy where it's going.

Let's start off…

Blog First Entry. This is not healthy. 1 Like Trading A GIft For Curse Update

Now I just thought I would quickly update y'all on how my weeks has been so far. I'm no where near dding as much as I use to, just finished writing 50,000 words in a month. Plus I'm going back to…