Who is this?

[BlackUnicorn]

Sooo finally I get myself to tell a bit more about this Black Unicorn, creeping around here more often recently.

Well I'm 27, from switzerland and right now I'm studying german philology and cultural anthropology (no you're not stupid if you don't know what that means, nobody does :P )

I like music, mostly somewhere between Metal, Gothic related stuff or medieval tunes. Which is also a huge trigger for my MDD, even the most boring popsong has potential to become a trgger :D I also like reading fantasy books, always searching for some new concepts and not the usual stuff where you know the plot after the first side. I also like (dark) romanticism, even more since I recently find traces of MDD eveerywhere in those stories. Ooh and the RPG games... although I didn't have time to play for too long.... really too long. Cause I know, if I start, I'm lost haha :D

I love to go to medieval/fantasy fairs, properly dressed of course.

Okay so now nobody will be surprized when I tell you that one part of my MDD plots are often based on a fantasy like version of our real world. I started as a child and went on DDing thinking it was a normal thing to do until my concentration issues grew and I came across MDD.

Places of my dreams are the same as in reality but magic and fantasy creatures exist (though nobody knows ;) ). I play the main role in those stories and there's always a guy from another fantasy-like race. Wrrrraaaawwwwrrr :D

My goal seems to be to creat plots where adventurous, wonderful things happen, a huge tension is created a lot of "emotional explosions" occur... but it has to be logic... I hate to use destiny or big coincidences as part of my plots.

It fits me pretty good I think cause as a real person I'm analysing everything, identifying processes and argumenting very rational. But at the same time being a hypersensitive person and able to start (secretly) crying jsut because I found something minor very touching, beautiful or harsh.

Unfortunately as another part of my MDD I tend to do the same pattern with my real life. Means if something doesn't turn out as I thought it would, I start DDing about my future and how things still can be fixed without miracles but with lot of emotions, including dragging real people into my DDs, especially guys *cough*

And that's the part where my suffering begins and everything gets out of control. This part really sucks. Makes me struggle even more with my moody temper and my tendency towards depression. Leaving me behind with thoughts about whys, what ifs and buts.

But mostly I like my MDD. I just like having several "lifes", never being bored, always having someone around to talk, to reflect, to share. I don't want to get rid of it completely I just would like to cut off the peaks :D

Damn I just wanted to say hi. Yeah I'm still new to this all and still figuring out what all this means to me...

Don't hestitate to ask or comment or rant or spit out any other creepy, funny stuff you're holding back for too long :D Cheers!

[BlackUnicorn]

Haha Harry Potter is cool .D That was my entrance to the whole world of fantasy stories, when I was a kid :D Just a few days ago I went to the local concert hall to see a orchestra play the soundtrack live while the first movie was shown. It was a blast of inspiration :D

I usually don't act out anything or even have a special movement. Maybe whisper to myself... But when a scene gets very itnense I start to pace like a caged animal or act and speak out my role. Do you do any movements?

[Kal]

Hi! I like Fantasy too! Right now, I am reading Harry Potter and I am loving it, I never really got to reading it earlier as my parents thought that Fantasy books are a waste of money (got a shit-load of Self-help books, and an encyclopaedia which was really cool tbh). Anyway, right now I am kind of obsessed with The Witcher, both the games and the novels, although I haven't played the games but I watch playthroughs on YouTube. I love the books though! I also love the soundtrack (which has an eastern European medieval sound to it). So, when you dd, do you, like act out what the characters do or say?