The way I am

[Melinda]

My family has known that im a daydreamer but i dont think they realize how deep its gotten. I've been like this for as long as I can remember. Im very detailed with my daydreaming so much that I have notebooks with all my writings. It has at times affected my daily life and relationship. I'm constantly having to drag myself out of bed to attend to my responsibilities. I would rather stay in my bedroom and write in my notebooks than hang out with people or socialize. I'm so afraid that I'm wasting my life dreaming of how it could be or should be than live the way it is.