still cant believe im not alone...

[Prudence]

I really feel excited about not being the only one in this world dealing with MD. No one in my family knows about this. not my friends, nor my boyfriend. I always kinda thot it would go away with age. but instead the dreams are deeper. whats worse, Im a film student and my major is scriptwriting - all i want to do all day is dwell in these dreams n weave more and more plots. sometimes my reality sucks compared to the dreams, so much that i wud rather bunk class just to sit at home daydreaming... Why are we like this? I wonder what God says about this. Why is it so chronic and addictive??

[Prudence]

It kinda sucks. I realise I dnt do anything without first imagining it. And going cold turkey is jus too farfetched for me. I dnt think i can do it. sumtyms i daydream without knowing...

[Iris]

Hi Prudence, welcome to this site!

You gave yourself the answer to your question. Fantasy-land is so much nicer than reality. There, people understand each other, talk to each other, solve problems. For me, the only way to get away from daydreaming is to face reality and accept my feelings (especially fear), but I also haven't achieved it yet.

Don't worry about God, we are all his creatures and we don't commit sins. You also don't have to fear God.