really hard time focusing today. kept drifting off back into my inside world. It's odd really. Alot of my daydreams focus on me being harmed in some way but people are around to care and listen and…

[stormy]

really hard time focusing today.  kept drifting off back into my inside world. It's odd really.  Alot of my daydreams focus on me being harmed in some way but people are around to care and listen and protect me.  I could go all Freud and say that this is my way of dealing with my childhood feelings of not having anyone to protect me. Sometimes I feel like such a child.  I'm 38 years old. I need to get the freak over it.  Just venting. and ranting.

[Nomad]

We don't all fantasize about the same things, but it seems like most of us use our fantasies to give ourselves what we need. It's too bad the satisfaction we get is so elusive.