really hard time focusing today. kept drifting off back into my inside world. It's odd really. Alot of my daydreams focus on me being harmed in some way but people are around to care and listen and protect me. I could go all Freud and say that this is my way of dealing with my childhood feelings of not having anyone to protect me. Sometimes I feel like such a child. I'm 38 years old. I need to get the freak over it. Just venting. and ranting.