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Perpetual State of Infatuation

So my MDD is primarily related to relationships.

I have this thing where I MUST be infatuated with someone. Otherwise I just feel empty.

So I've basically been in love with several someones (three at a time, at most) for the past ten years or so.

Is anyone else like this?

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Comment by mida on May 27, 2014 at 2:10pm
My attachments tend to be fictional people. I just found out his writers are pairing him with someone else so I am in a kind of void just now. I know from the past ~10 years of my life now that what I have to do now is find someone new. I think I can most easily achieve flow by fixating on a guy. But I wish I could access an easier way to achieve flow. I don't want to risk my heart breaking again.
Comment by Dusty on May 23, 2014 at 5:30pm


Except I have no current crush so I feel really empty. I haven't had a proper crush for about a year :C. So I don't know what to feel.

The last crush I had sucked so much. We actually went on one date but then we never hung out again (he didn't show interest) and he got a girlfriend. So I decided that would be my last ever crush, because I didn't want it happening again. I'm starting to question if it's worth the numb feeling to not have crushes though, even if they hurt :/

Comment by OhMyMagenta on May 22, 2014 at 6:30pm
Absolutely! My daydreams revolve around romantic attachments. Sometimes it's easier, if not preferable, to reality.
Comment by Gin on May 21, 2014 at 8:17pm

yes! even if it is someone from a movie!

Comment by Mишка (Miska) on May 20, 2014 at 7:44pm
Yep sounds familiar.....
Comment by Tulpa461 on May 20, 2014 at 6:02pm

Yeah, it's definitely easier to zone out as a way of dealing with emotional issues.

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