My "people", my daydreams.........

[Lisa Hancock]

I daydream about real people. Sometimes, I make up a person, but that is usually to enhance my story line. I have been DD about a certain person for some time now, and in the last few days I have found myself changing to another person, but that person is "somewhat"connected to the other person. I know the first person, but haven't seen them in a very long time, but I have only seen pictures of this next person. I swear, I think I am losing my mind. It's almost like I am obsessed with all this.... I keep telling myself, if I can only get to the end of the story line, I will forget the people, but as I go along in my dream, something happens, and I start all over, and I never really get to the end. On the rare occasion that I do finish a story line, I find myself re-dreaming it and "tweaking" story as if I was doing the editing of a screenplay or something........this is driving me nuts. I like having my DD's cause it gives me an escape, but sometimes, it is CRAZY....

[Iris]

Hi Lisa, I have given up finding an end to the stories. My two main story-lines go on for more than ten years now - I don't see an end, because my dd-charakters develope with me.  I also replay some scenes again and again - sometimes because I liked them so much, sometimes I really change them, so that the story goes into an other direction. We live with this but you're right, it is crazy:)