my first blog

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I really am surprised to find this site I have suffered from this problem along time as well since childhood, but even worse when I day dreamed my mouth would move in real life when I was talking to someone in my daydream, this was very embrassing because people would notice. I am 25 and I have finally mastered to day dream without my lips moving. recently my day dreams have been evolved around this new job i started in my actual real life its a really good job too. Some people would meet up after work at a karoke bar or  to a get to gether outside of work at a  co-workers house, some one there knew i could sing and play the guitar, shyly I would agree to sing and I would very talently sing songs of by Alicia keys, beyonce, the late singer selena and so on and so on. I can not not speak any other language besides english and  I dont know how to play the guitar and I cant sing. when I was a child I use to have dreams of one day growing up and being a famous singer. It is funny I found this site because today I was sitting in the Walmart Mcdonalds waiting on a family member to get there order when I just broke out into a day dream, when I was done I noticed how people could tell  that I was day dreaming by my facial expressions  I was makinging I guess. and thats when i decided it was enough it was time to get intouch with reality and get to know my real self. I said  everytime i find myself day dreaming i would just stop.I got home and decided to listen to some music and I realized it was impossible for me to listen to music with out day dreaming, so I googled about it and found this site. I have been reading some blogs on here and my question is do you think it is healthy to allow ones self to have such intense day dreams even if you limit to a certain time.