Where wild minds come to rest
I started a therapy, two months ago, both with a psychiatrist and a psychologist (here, in Argentina, are two separate and distinct professions). Psychiatrist gave me medication, specifically olanzapine, that is used for the treatment of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. After two months of medications and therapy my MDD had almost disappeared but I started suffering from extreme depression, anxiety and paranoia (I must say that we are suffering from a terrible insecurity and criminality here in my country and paranoia, in part, is due to this real situation). Besides, medication makes me feel sleepy all day.
I feel like I´m missing my daydreams, I can´t stand myself without them, but I cannot focus in my DD world anymore. My psychiatrist says that therapy is working, like this state is a stage of it, she said something like "You went on vacations for a long time and then returned and found the house revolted". But reality is unbearable wihout my DDs, feel like real worlds is piercing and hurting me.
Does someone experienced or is experiencing something similar?