Major story line fading, a new one coming on strong....

[Lisa Hancock]

I have DD about a story line for almost a year. I was completely obsessed with it. The characters are real people, but I do not live near the people anymore and never see them and no chance of seeing them ever again. 

Now I have a new story line coming on and it also involves a real person. It's CRAZY or I am one. I find myself not only DD about this person and making up this elaborate story line involving them, but I also find myself being obsessed with this person. I also see this person on a daily basis Mon,-Fri. as I work with them.

I am a married woman 48 years old, and I feel like some school girl with a major crush on this person. 

I feel like my brain is cheating (I guess it is).

With me seeing this person on a daily basis, I'm afraid this story line might not fade for awhile. I have tried to go back to the old one just so I won't go overboard with the new one. I would just DIE if anyone EVER found about this.

I think this is the only place I can come to just let it out. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, there it is, all out.

Now let;s go to work......LOL

[taffle]

Wow, you should be careful not to actually fall for this person. Maybe you're idolizing him as a celeb, kind of like how girls go crazy over ben affleck or justin bieber. I read similar stories of members on here having DDs on real life people whom they don't have romantic feelings for.

[Zelda]

I just posted a blog about a book I'm reading called Is It Love Or Is It Addiction, by Brenda Schaeffer. It might be helpful for you to check it out. I used to be married and also had a problem with daydreaming about other men to the point of obsession and this book has really helped me understand why and now it's helping me overcome it, which is much harder. Good Luck!