It's really confusing

[Natalie Guest]

I'm trying to decided what I want to major in for college but my DD has been blocking my train of thought. This is my first year of college and I know a lot of people don't know what they want to do when they first enter college but I'm really scared I'm never going to figure it out. I'm really scared that my DD is going to get in the way of that. I just want to do something that I love and be happy but I'm not sure how to figure that out. I've talked to my friend about this and she says that it's normal to not know what you want. My mom says the same thing  (but they don't really know about my DD, my friend knows a little bit about it but my mom has no idea). I know I can't know everything right now but it just really scares me that I'm confused. I try to focus on what I want to do but DD always takes over my mind.