Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
I've always had an overactive imagination - to this extent - but didn't realise until recently that this was not the 'norm'.
All throughout my childhood my imagination was encouraged by everyone - my mother, the media, etc - which was great and I loved (and still do) my imagination; I can escape away into it. I never talked about my fake worlds though, not because I was ashamed of it, just felt a bit awkward and like there was no point if everyone did it.
A few years ago I moved from my mum's house to my dad's and have noticed just how introverted and reclusive I've become. I suppose my mum was used to it, but my dad can't quite understand it and takes it personally (not to delve into this).
Did anyone else think their MDD was something everyone did?
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As I don't really remember not DDing to the extent I do, if I did I was very young. Other than that, knew it was abnormal.
I've taken several psychological evaluations, even recently, and mainly because of college or job applications....not for therapy or to get diagnosed, etc....I have never tested positive for depression, ADD, ADHD, social anxiety, and every other psychological disorder...therefore, just based on my own experience, I do not think that I dd because of some other problem in my life. I dd when my life is going great, not so great, when I have a lot of friends, when I have a boyfriend, when I was married and when I'm single, when my job does not involve contact with other people as well as when it involves a lot of contact with other people....it's part of me and I don't consider it as something that is covering for other issues in my life.
I think I started realizing around age 12-14 that nobody else ever talked about daydreaming a lot and pacing and stuff so I began to realize what I was doing was not the norm...prior to that I didn't think about it much or I just assumed it was normal.
I never noticed. To me, it was as normal as breathing. I didn't even give it the time of day to think that I just had an active imagination.
I personally never actually thought about it. It was just one of those things I did, so I didn't ever even assume others did or didn't do it.
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