Found out about MD some weeks ago

[Sarah]

hello everyone

I found this site a couple of days ago and I was looking around the site and thinking of joining. Well for the past two days I have been day dreaming non-stop about this site. When I found the blog section I really wanted to just write here because no one understands me at all. So I've been DDing about what to write and now I'm sitting here with a blank mind. LOL

I should tell you about my story. Well it all started when I was 13 maybe 14 years old. I would daydream for hours and hours. Before going to bed I would daydream for hours and then in the mornings it would be hard for me to wake up because I was so tired and I would always tell myself that I wouldn't do this again at night, but I never stopped. The mornings were just the same, DDing and then running around, being late for school.

I knew it was a problem so I decided to do some research but people would say its normal and you would grow out of it. I remember when I was little and I had imaginary friends but every child does, so I thought it will go soon just like the imaginary friends.

Now I'm 19 years old and my fantasy world hasn't gone at all. I still daydream for hours at night and when I wake up in the mornings. During the day I mostly DD about my problems and I can do it while I'm doing other stuff like when I'm eating, watching TV etc.

My fantasy world stops me from sleeping and the next morning I always wake up late. My mum thinks I might be anaemic because I'm always in bed. But I'm awake but just DDing. I keep on telling my mum I'm not tired its just I haven't had enough hours of sleep. But she won't listen and I can't get myself to tell her the truth so she is sending me for a blood test. I'll rather have her believe I'm tired than to tell her my shameful secret. I'm that type of person that's afraid of what people would think of me.

I think I should stop here, I hope my mind would stop DDing about writing a blog now because its getting ridiculous.

comments are welcome, I'd love to hear from you all!

 

[Sarah]

Roobles I told my mum at night it takes me sometime to actually fall asleep but she doesn't listen *shrugs* Knowing my family if I started to write my DD down they will just end up reading it an I don't want anyone to know, well esp my family. If I'm in my room all dad my dad shouts at me and tells me to sit downstairs.

[Roobles]

Hi and welcome to wild minds. I hope this site helps you in knowing you and your daydreams better in order do you to controll it.
You shouldn't think your daydreaming is shamefull at all there can be a lot worse and shamefull addictions than daydreaming. I think maybe if ur mum is giving u a hard time try telling her that something part truthfully like your mind races at night and I find it hard to relax and go to sleep quickly. If its really a problem the doc might give you natural her Herbs to help you sleep or hot milk befor bedtime that helps. Don't take sleeping pills as they are addictive.
I am 24 and I still have imaginary friends and family I live in my fantasy world 24/7 I have just found the power of writing and that helps me a lot as I am writing a book on a part of my dd and now I try not tO dd of too many new scenarios as it will distract me from the book. Try it or art.

Lol you made me chuckle how u dd of writing on here. I did that all time when I found out This site I do it sometimes now as well haha

[LivingInA Bubble]

wow, this sounds ALOT like me! im 19 too, and have the same issues regarding not being able to sleep! im in bed for so long my parents dont understand why i need so much sleep. little do they know, im actually dd'ing half the time :\