ermm....help!?

[LivingInA Bubble]

hey everyone! ok...so before today i had never even heard of the term MD. Earlier on, i was randomly thinking about how i always daydream and thought of the term 'i live in my mind' to describe myself....so i googled it to see if anyone else had come up with it, and ended up here! reading through the symptoms was honestly quite scary because i can relate to most of them :\ its only now starting to occur to me that there may be something wrong with me...im starting to realise that i use my mind to help me overcome my depressed feelings by creating ideal scenarios and just 'living' through them. i dont have a particularly positive view on life and dont expect anything great to ever happen to me which im guessing is the reason why im always daydreaming. after reading through a few posts i realised i have to stop daydreaming....but then i realised i dont WANT to stop...because then i have to face reality and reality sucks! im a little worried now.....its not something i can talk to my family or friends about because i dont think anyone will take it seriously, and to someone who isnt experiencing it, frankly i would just sound crazy! not really sure what to do now..... :\