Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Soo I found out very recently about MDD and my first reaction was like « So it has a name ? » because idk for you, but I noticed that something was clearly wrong in my life when I realised that I didn’t want to be here anymore, like….my daydreamings are just way better than the realty, even if I don’t live in a corrupted or toxic environnement, I even have friends (one actually, but it doesn’t matter).
So I was like « But why ? I have all that I need to be happy, I’m even quite lucky, some people don’t have a life like that ! ». I even started to feel guilty towards my family, because I was happier with the peoples I met while daydreaming than with them. And then, I discovers the MDD, and I finally put a f***ing name on it and understood that I was not alone, there are people who feel the same, who live the same, and damnnnn it feel great to not be alone.
So, just for finishing that way to long post, I’ve just got one question :
Do you feel guilty too towards your family too ? Is there times where you feel torn between the realty and the feelings that it makes you feel and the wanting to daydream no matter what’s happening ?
´cause if it’s the case, well you’re not alone ! Here I am to share your pain, and let’s talk about it if you want !
PS : English isn’t my first language, sorry for the mistakes ;P