Disappointment & hopeless

[ABHISHEK]

Hello friends

               Today i m feeling very hopeless as i came to know that all

my hopes & wonderful feelings that i gained from DD. I thought this vision was making me creative and i was different from others.

Today i know that all greatness was part of a dumb dream ,that i m just a daydreamer.I wasted many years of my life just to seek fake pleasure and superiorty. In my childhood when others loved to have some creative hobby like playing,dancing etc

I was happy with my not so real world.I wasted most my life just by this dumb and stupid "vision".This also affected my academic front.

I feel heart broken,dismayed and disappointed by myself

                                                            I just wanted to confess something

thanks for any help offers in advance

 

[Jesse]

I feel you....  

[ABHISHEK]

Thank u friends anyway
I think we should more about the disadvantges of mdd in order to escape it

[SwanInTheWater]

I know how that feels too. I have been feeling like that less this year, but it's still an awful feeling to have. It is always a hard hit when I wake up from daydreaming, and just watch that false reality shatter in front of me only to find myself alone and realize I've not progressed much in life. 

[KEONTE]

I feel the same way.

[ShellyBelly]

I am in the same spot. For some reason, this helps us to to cover over our disappointments but not to solve them.

[Sky with Diamonds]

i dont know if i can say anything that will help you, all i can say is i relate to every word in this blog. sometimes i dont feel it will ever get better. but theres always some part of me that stays hopeful, despite my horrible reality. Even if nothing does ever change, having hope makes it feel worth it.