Being ok?

[ZabdyM]

I've always had MD, and I also have an anxiety disorder (not self-diagnosed). My MD is not that bad (cause I've seen what you gusy post and I get to compare), but it still stops my life in many ways... It has been for at least 10 years (I am fifteen)... So I don't know what being ok is like, and tbh I am too scared to find out... I know I can get better, the problem is, how do I stop being so scared of what I don't know? 

I mean it's silly, being afraid of a good thing. Yet, it's my fear what is really keeping me from getting better... Fear is my greatest weakness, not MD, nor my anxiety (yes, it's fear but a different kind).... Any advice?